This is my first blog ever in my life. I always wanted to write my thoughts, emotions and feelings but didn't know how to really give it life. today is a new day and I want to try express myself. I need an outlet to let go of my life and frustration. It might even be good feeling and emotions. So - here it goes first blog. Let me talk to you!

I was known to many as a old soul I feel old, out of life, out of breath. Sometimes I have this sensation that I am in the bottom of pool trying to survive, trying to come to surface and just gasp for one breath. No one seems to hear me, no one seems to see me. Probably this is the way of life for soul reincarnating and surviving many centuries in this world. I am not even sure if I really survived or just was being day by day, night by night until the day comes when I become cold and my soul leave ...

It is cold outside, raining, I am inside but still feel cold inside of me. Today, i just wanted to flee, to leave, to let go of the pain that surrender me like cold blanket. I wanted to ask the life to stop, so I can step out, to breath freely.

Maybe this old soul feel younger tomorrow!