I poop at office

My boss doesn't let me come to the office at 9:30 instead of 9. I exercise and by the time I take a shower it will be 8:30. The office is just 10 minutes away but I am usually sitting in traffic for 40 minutes.

So, I cannot really eat breakfast at home and enjoy my coffee. I have to eat my breakfast while sitting in traffic in my car. I usually finish my coffee at work. Since after drinking coffee I need to take care of business, I poop at the office bathroom....

I absolutely hate it...

I hate public bathrooms in general, let alone the bathroom that all your co-worker use. Our company has one of those bathroom with 4 bathroom stalls. I hate the idea of going into the bathroom while someone is in there. I tried to make a plan when I need to go. I would check all the ladies cubicle and then go to the bathroom if everyone is at their desk.

The problem is if I take too long, someone might come. My stomach turns when I am trying my best to avoid all the surface in the bathroom and someone opens the door. At that moment I cannot do anything but think of million things... Did she hear me? Is she wondering why I am in the stall for too long? Does it smell in here....